Trying to find my way....

Day by day is how we all live no matter how we look at it. But planning for the future is way harder then planning my day.. and what if what i plan isnt whats best? My main goal right now is trying to find the best make up school for me to go to in California.. i'm not ready to move out of state yet.. i'm not even ready to leave the nest! But should i be pushing myself to? should i be living life to the fullest? i mean how does one just pick up and move?? i have no idea!!  Life is so confusing.. but we should be passionate about life right? and that means doing what we love and are most passionate about? my answer is yes it should.. i am very passionate about my career in make up and i have realized that money isnt even a thought when it comes to doing what i love.. if i can make it happen i am.. and whoever stands by my side it wont be easy but i know it'll be worth it.. to make it.